Its been a long day

好像找個人找個地方好好發洩一下
想一想也只有這裡了。

好想在身邊支持你但我無能為力
好想發你脾氣怎麼都找不著人但我不捨得
因為我知道你有更重要的事在處理
我不知道是不是為了我們、也原諒我不再那麼容易信你
畢竟 你給我陰影太深。

加油吧 我知道你可以。
我也可以的。

事情解決了 我們去旅行吧❤️

12/20/2014

以前，我天天更新

现在，我一年更新

以前，我更新让我喜欢的人看， 让他知道我的生活。

现在，我更新不希望给任何人看。

这里，因该是我唯一给以寄放情绪的地方。

现在的我不可以在任何一个社交网站有任何负面的形象，心情。 

对啊，我是专业的经融外汇介绍人，操盘手

不能有负面的情绪！正能量？他妈的我是人！

我的表面， 装出来的成熟，让任何人都认为我很硬。

谁会记得我只是20岁，我还是要人疼的20岁?!

就连我自己！我自己也以为我是女王不是公主!

连我自己都给自己骗了， 我以为我可以很潇洒，我以为我真的很强！

给人叫了三年的宝贝公主，现在想回去真可笑。

原来公主还真的适合用来形容我自己。 

一点东西都承受不了， 一点情绪都处理不了。 

什么东西都要别人来安慰。

也该死，放弃了一个把你当公主的人就因该学习当女王！

只不过我没想过那么难！很难！

Going into 20

Year 2014, think of writing a post out of sudden.

Just 2-3 years, everything changed.

The way I behave, the way to treat things and people, my emotional control, attitude.....many more had totally changed.

I spend hours to read back my blog just now, make me realize what is growth and I have to say, my soulmates make me growth =D


"Soulmate like a best friend but more. Its the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you a better person. No, Actually they do not make you a better person. You do that by yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone you carry with you forever. Its one person who knew you, accepted you believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you will always love them and nothing could ever change that."- Dawson's Creek

Glad I have 3 of them *Feeling lucky 

People say age 15-18 is the craziest age ever

Totally yes! I'll never feel tired that time, I could do anything even people stare at me.Loll 

YOLO? Yes, be YOLO only before 19, after that you will think you yourself sohai enough was like WTF?!--.- sorry to say but that's what i feel.
I wont say I'm silly, stupid or anything i used to be but I'm moving on.

Moving to a better stage. And yes, I wont delete my previous posts, those are proof, memories and also lessons.
A proof and memories that i had gone through "those years".

Never think of time could pass that fast, is like OMG! I'm already 20th this year!

Sometime I even still think I'm underage when buying a 18 limit movie ticket. Loll

Time flies, people growing up, things changing.
Although I'm still cant fully adapt to it, but i think I'm doing well to improve myself as well =)

I'm happy what I have now =) appreciate.
I'm Fabuloooooous! =D

玻璃球♥

大学预备班最后一个考试终于考完，来更新呗。

这一次考试简直就是问题多多=(

都没什么专注在考试，也是唯一一次

没确定把东西背好了，学会了，才放心

最严重的就是坐在考场答了问题，没有检查

把胜券在握的分数算了算，确定及格了就跑出考场-0- 

妈妈问我为什么那么快我也不好意思讲

我知道错了呗，我会努力拿个优质毕业Degree来弥补TT真的

从我S3不见之后，就一直没有自己喜欢的电话

现在终于等到S4出来了=D

因为是大意弄不见S3的关系

一直不要用家人的钱买新电话

妈妈带我到Maxis Center买Iphone5我也坚持不要

因为Hubby Boy答应我要和我一起存钱买S4

你还没开始工作，我们也不是富家子女

但还是做到了答应我的事，谢谢Hubby Boy的赞助♥

爱你=*我知道上几个星期我们吵很凶

也差一点就把三年感情就这样放弃了

那段时间很苦，真的很痛苦

躺在床上什么都不想做，不想吃

醒了逼着自己翻翻书准备考试

时间到了逼着自己喝杯美禄咖啡什么的

因为告诉自己怎样都不可以倒下。

可是还是倒了一次TT

还好自己知道快不行

还没冲好凉套了衣服开门就出去倒在洗衣机旁边

不然真的死在厕所都不知道什么事TT

那时虽然在分手边缘，他还是说了一句

‘你再晕你不用再看到我。’

对不起，我会努力养肥自己 =D

现在想回去，那些痛苦很值得

真的

用三个星期痛苦的时间

换一个机会找到适合的沟通方式

换一个方法继续三年的感情，很值得

这一个三年，

我们没有承诺，没有山盟海誓

没有特别庆祝，没有浪漫，礼物

没有将来一定要怎样要怎样

没有强者弱者，没有麻木配合

可是现在我们很好，很自在

小S说过一句类似的话

‘干嘛爱一个人就要把自己变成他喜欢的样子，要他变成你要的样子？

日子久了会变怨妇怨夫。

对方每天面对你的抱怨还会对你有爱吗？为啥不要活的你开心他也开心？’

嗯，玻璃球抓紧了会破，你手会流血

适当的握好，它完好无缺在你手心♥

Love you Hubby Boy =D

Waiting- O.M.S reopen

大年初八，今晚又不用睡了呗。

Happy Chinese New Year huh?I don't think so =/

One week before CNY I was doing a last minute shopping at Time Square 

While going home @ monorial station
In the crowd,just few seconds
Don't know which pickpocket done this good job 

My S3 forever GONE from that second 

%!@#$%^&*!(!@#$)*^$#!%^&* KNS!
Fuck the slut!Fuck the son of bitch!Fuck the bastard!Fuck that shit!

FUCKEVERYTHING!MOTHERFUCKER!

Digi plan still in contract,still have to pay for the plan 

No more comhoring anywhere,anytime 

No more LINE POP!TT
No more instagram,no more favorite/newest song

No more favorite picha with friends/family 

No more contact,no more tango 

No more ANYTHING! 

SHIT!How many times I have to lost my phone?!

4 still not enough huh?

心煩時，記住三句話：1.算了吧。2.沒關系。3.會過去的

Boyfie is giving me his I5 yet I say no

Mother is also planning to get me a new I5 yet I say no also

First.Compare to IOS,I prefer Android
Second.The screen is not wide enough =/

Third.I want to buy by myself.No more killing's words for me,it is hurt.Really

So YEAH!I'm currently targeting for Samsung Galaxy S4 ♥

It is said to be launch out before May =D So probably I'll get it on June
You know larh,new phone,have to wait for feedback only can buy geh-.-

Can't wait for the new babe =)

And just like that,the money that i prepared for Thai trip GONE TT 

NVM,device is more important 

Beside, O.M.S is coming back =D
So so so grateful I having a fantastic pattern 

We'r bring more and more stuff for you all
Have a great time shopping with us =)

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O.M.S wish you guys a HAPPY CNY =D