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Saturday, December 20, 2014

12/20/2014

以前,我天天更新
现在,我一年更新

以前,我更新让我喜欢的人看, 让他知道我的生活。
现在,我更新不希望给任何人看。
这里,因该是我唯一给以寄放情绪的地方。
现在的我不可以在任何一个社交网站有任何负面的形象,心情。 

对啊,我是专业的经融外汇介绍人,操盘手
不能有负面的情绪!正能量?他妈的我是人!
我的表面, 装出来的成熟,让任何人都认为我很硬。
谁会记得我只是20岁,我还是要人疼的20岁?!

就连我自己!我自己也以为我是女王不是公主!
连我自己都给自己骗了, 我以为我可以很潇洒,我以为我真的很强!

给人叫了三年的宝贝公主,现在想回去真可笑。
原来公主还真的适合用来形容我自己。 
一点东西都承受不了, 一点情绪都处理不了。 
什么东西都要别人来安慰。
也该死,放弃了一个把你当公主的人就因该学习当女王!
只不过我没想过那么难!很难!

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Going into 20

Year 2014, think of writing a post out of sudden.



Just 2-3 years, everything changed.

The way I behave, the way to treat things and people, my emotional control, attitude.....many more had totally changed.
I spend hours to read back my blog just now, make me realize what is growth and I have to say, my soulmates make me growth =D


"Soulmate like a best friend but more. Its the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you a better person. No, Actually they do not make you a better person. You do that by yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone you carry with you forever. Its one person who knew you, accepted you believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you will always love them and nothing could ever change that."- Dawson's Creek

Glad I have 3 of them *Feeling lucky 

People say age 15-18 is the craziest age ever
Totally yes! I'll never feel tired that time, I could do anything even people stare at me.Loll 
YOLO? Yes, be YOLO only before 19, after that you will think you yourself sohai enough was like WTF?!--.- sorry to say but that's what i feel.
I wont say I'm silly, stupid or anything i used to be but I'm moving on.
Moving to a better stage. And yes, I wont delete my previous posts, those are proof, memories and also lessons.
A proof and memories that i had gone through "those years".


Never think of time could pass that fast, is like OMG! I'm already 20th this year!
Sometime I even still think I'm underage when buying a 18 limit movie ticket. Loll
Time flies, people growing up, things changing.
Although I'm still cant fully adapt to it, but i think I'm doing well to improve myself as well =)
I'm happy what I have now =) appreciate.
I'm Fabuloooooous! =D